struggle

is it time time to change d?
shall i try to do it?
what am i thinking now~~!
honestly~i dun1 my future life live without money~
althought i always think that~ "without $$ isn't too bad,right?"
but now~
i shall think properly~
try to do it~ or refuse it~??

try it~ i need to sacrifice many things~
and my teenage life will end at this time~
have to become more mature~more independent~
is it good for me?

but if i refuse it~
i will see it become weaker and weaker~
to the end~
my life force to start a new journey~
but things sure change a lot~

i think the decision already make~
hope i wont regret what i have did~
God bless me~